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it is my first time which i make two updates in the same day..
a day which started good with positive thought and end up to be one of the most difficult nights hear in my SUN (Sunderland)
i know i am a person who i cry so easy as i smile..
but in last months in the majority of times i had in my face a smile...
and a few times i cried but i cried too much...
these times were related with my relatioship..
i know that it is too difficult to be in touch with a personality completely different from yours...
i know that but i do not know if the power of the love can solve any proble or can create worst situations..
vayia said me that it is better to finish something before hating your partener..
sometimes it is right..and maybe it was the reason which made me the first time to break down..
but a relatioship maybe need to pass a lot of difficult situations in order to have a stronge base in order to stand in the future..

i do not really know...
i am really complicated..
i must take a brave desicion...but i can not..

good night..