sunderland..

I am going to write in English..
I know that I am not so good in this..
But the most important is the try..

So, I am here in this small town with a lot of chineze people and a wonderful river only tree weeks...and i feel go good...everything is so new but in the same time so familiar with me...i don't feel alone, i don't feel foreign, i feel my self...i feel free.. i had a long time to have this sense it is so unique..

and today i realize that i am alone on the one hand is good it makes me feel strong
but on the other hand if you can do everything alone why you invest time and feeling in people
because you maybe want someone to rely on him...you want someone to depend on him..you want someone stronger than you...

I hope one day to have  in my life someone who will be essential for me...

goodnight from the cold Sunderland....

this is my view from my window, i love this:-)))))